where your treasure is, there will your heart also be.
Sunday, December 24, 2006


HAPPY CHRISTMAS WWW! many people wld say, its a time for giving, and a time for lovin' and a time for sharing. haha i wld say, this is the best way, to end the year. we could look back, and relive the joyous moments all over again, and try to forgive and forget all the twisted ones. its a time to look back, and laugh at all our stupidity, and look at ourselevs and in the mirror now and realise how much we have grown once again, because another year has passed, and the end is always the start of a new beginning. lets just say, all i want this christmas is to be near my friends and family. because all we need is, love.



love lifts us up where we belong, where eagles fly, on a moutain high.

man utd is loveeee.

these calls are getting longer. and these nights go on forever. i do believe im getting better knowing you, hopefully all of you. sweet darlin', this is my confession to, the crimes of wanting you, badly. and darlin', if your wondering, heres your answer, yes i like you, i can love you.



yours truly

Friday, December 22, 2006


hey all! well as you can see, i've been to mt faber, AGAIN! hahaha, thats shimmy homingbaby cheryl me and viknesh ( IF YOU CAN FIND HIM LOL ) in the pic. ok it actually looks quite nice even tho the timing was quite random! haha.
haha ok so anyways, im like so darn tired and i actually have no idea why i'm doing this. ok anyways, i found this old pic of the F-A-M! we so seldom meet, and i miss my cousins! i miss my yinfei! OMGWTFBBQQQ!! life is always easier when you're younger! ok we all look quite crappy in the photo so dont ask!

hahaha ok so whatever, its 2.28 am and my kpdarlin's (ok not so much of a darlin now) scratching on my chair. ohhhhh, and if your wondering, ERAGON is a super slipshod movie, and i mean super! LOTR (lord of the rings) OWNS YO!!! and eragon is quite unrealistic also la, like doesnt feel real, unlike LOTR which is, what viknesh would prolly say, GODLIKEEE, or jeremy would say, POWERRRR or kt would say POWER 33, ok i have no idea what that means. but i suddenly realised 3 of you(shim/kt/homing) like the word POWER. and i have no idea why also. hahaa ok so not the point, but eragon is not like.. FANTASTICCC, but its like, gooooood. buttocks. haha, owells im trying to kill time here. anyways.. people are fake btw! they act so well in the front but ohhhh, you dont know what dark and dirty things people wil say behind your back. haha oh speaking of dark and dirty, i so wanna watch harry potterrr larr.. dark and dirty sounds so.... dark and dirty right? and it makes me think of harry potter. ok dont ask me why. haha, i need my homingbaby, i need my shim/dez/kt. i need my carmen/sab/liane. ok bye. because you are the brighter star, and im love with who you are.



yours truly

Tuesday, December 19, 2006


soooooooooooooooooooooo........long day long day. LIANES BACK! heh! went for cheryls and ivys birthday meeting. ehh seriously, the only thing i liked at village was the waffle! mm. o, finally met up with my darlings sab carmen and LIANNNEEEE!! omg, too long it has been! btw my moms off like forever and christmas shopping this week!hahah anways, here are mega piled up pictures, speak.

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its funny how some people just dont grow outta their old ways uhh?

hahahahhaa. ok. LOL!
HAHAHAHA OK DOUBLE LOL!
sab is that really you?















hahaha ok wtf.





heres a pic of mccat. do not try this at home. this has been done by trained professionals and should not be attempted by anyone anywhere anytime at any place. (pardon the ugly bed spread!)



yours truly

Sunday, December 17, 2006


hahaha hey WWW. im currently waiting for shimmy to get his make up and spandex on. haha ok im kidding, but he is seriously taking forever to get ready? haha. btw, liane is so coming back tmr! guess she couldnt keep her 'secret' afterall! hahaha! o.. christmas is coming, which means december is ending, which means goodbye 2006! well, not a very rough year indeed, haha, well, at least it was a drama-less one! probably because we're all becoming the people we were meant to be, and growing out of our childish ways. well to everyone out there, happy christmas in advance because im soooooo excitedd! and keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through. just stay strong cause you im here for you. (:


anyways, i was at topshop yesterday? and i saw this really pretty pair of skinny jeans, well according to jeremy it kinda sucks, ok, so not the point? i like it anyways.



people look forward to christmas, because they know its a time for miracles.



yours truly

Tuesday, December 12, 2006


thinking back, i dont know how why all of sudden, you could be so well with someone, and yet, after just a simple line, detest each other for the rest of your lives. we cant be perfect. one cant do everything right 24/7. and whatever has happened, well happened, and we cant change the past. no matter how hard we hate that someone, the past will never go away. so i think its useless to bear that heavy responsibility of disliking that someone. if that person isnt gonna change, then i think it isnt worth that speck of energy we spend cursing and swearing on how horrible he/she is. so whats so bad about reviving a friendship you once had. and friends from way before, even after the lousiest and meanest quarrel, will eventually find our ways and remain friends. so there isnt any point in showing faces and being petty and childish. our friends are like a mirror, they tell us who we really are, and guide us on our way when we decide to change. they never let go of your hand, and journey with you through thick and thin. friends stay, even after the nastiest squabble. friends stay, forever.

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alright! non emo. haha, kinda pigged the whole day today! supposed to meet mr shim yo, but he's being a lazy pig.hahaha anyways, im pretty lazy so im just gon throw smething, whatever.
this pic always somehow remind me of dez. dont ask me why.
hahaha, this feels centuries ago! haha, carmen look at how you dressed! AHAHHA DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.......................
hahaha think shemi sed you looked as tho you've had got boobs in this. haha!haha ok, this picture always made me think, wtf dez, wth are you doing. haha. MODEL POSEEE YAR? AHAHA. the other two are homing and julian btw!
hawker after class! ok i think i hold my chopsticks very retardedly, thanks for taking such a b-e-a-u-tiful pic mckt. very artistic.LOL.
random.
i look good in a branded cap yo?
hahaha, to shimmy for constantly accompanying me to mt faber! haha at least you got to see fake snow right? hahaha! and learn what a homo tommy is! i saved your white ass!!
haha paragon, ehh, dont know why i posted.
mt faberrrrrrrrrrrrrr, 3 more hrs. 3 more hrs.
hoe-ming babbbbbbbbbyyyyyy! ehh. IMY IMY IMY
haha heres to end it, with special guest from mr cat, mr mohawk cat mind you! very rare indeed...
SYLA PEOPLE!!!!!


yours truly

Friday, December 08, 2006


what do you do when you have someone by your side, but cant help but feel extremely lonely at the same time? when your physically in a room, filled with bright lights, but all you see is the darkness? because sometimes, i think love ain't enough. what's love when you leave that person alone to stand on her own. sometimes, all we need to hear is simple, like a call to say i miss you. or a hug to say thank you. or a kiss on the cheek to tell you that i love you. that's not too much to ask, right? cause i can't help but feel so empty. and it's funny, because it's only times like these, where unexpected people come knocking on your door, offering a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. then it'll suddenly hit you that you've chosen to let the wrong person go.

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a big big big thank you to my bestest buddy SHIMMY(see your name the biggest), viknesh and victoria. (: really sorry for dragging you people all the way up to mt faber just for me to see myhoming, ok din forget you too KT. haha. and for making you guys walk a hell of a long route down. at least i made you guys laugh like hell right? or rather i made myself laugh like a totally deranged person. pardon that! haha ok but i wont forget to treat you to an ultra relaxing foot massage when i get my pay after i work alright shim! actually right, i kinda helped you la. you had a few romantic moments leh! ehh like this you supposed to treat me oready. haha. and uhh kt, I THINK YOU SHOULD STOP TAKING BREAKS LA! work your tiny ass off la, they wont pay you to sit down and talk to homing yanno! no ones that lucky, not even you yo! haha. anyways, the working hours at mt faber totally sucks la fuck. burn the whole bloody place down. i miss you homing, IMYOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. wher are you.


yours truly

Thursday, December 07, 2006


at the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. so this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. so we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. no matter how much we hurt them. the people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. and sure, sometimes close can be too close. but sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.


yours truly

Wednesday, December 06, 2006


yanno ya can catch free movies at cathy the cineplex? hah. the back doors of the cinemas are always open so you can just walk in. go figure! HAHA OK, AND THEY'RE GON SHOW TMNT NEXT YEAR IN APRIL. HAHA. anyways, watch this.
romantic right? aww. hahaha! thats homing and shimmy. caught you cheating on me. HAHAHA. SO FINALLY WENT JOB HUNTING! duh. haha, with dez and carmen, its tiring seriously. haha, people going for job interviews, just a reminder, dont forget your ic/ birthcert/ passport/ mother/ father/ principal/ plse cert, very ultra/mega/extremely important, right dez? haha, singapore stinks la. we live our lives on routines- destination>TOWN! activity>whatever we did yesterday/ two days ago/ a month ago. theres never something which will excite you, unless according to dez-reading her blog. hah! i never wake up anymore going, HOLY CRAP, TODAY'S GON BE AN AWESOME DAY. nope. doesnt happen anymore, think that last time was when my dad brought us to KL. ok wait, maybe that never happened before. i need something to live for. give me something to live for.

ok anyways, meet mr sunshine, my bestfriend, with his super sonic laser beam eyes. haha, scary not? copy and paste this page and send this to at least 100 people or you'll have bad luck for over 10,000 years and you will never find your true love and mr sunshine will appear at your bedside tonight at 12 midnight. MUAHAHAA, GOOD LUCK.

LOL.



yours truly

Monday, December 04, 2006


and in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me. you're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day, and you sweetly retire as stars chase you away.


yours truly

Saturday, December 02, 2006



HAHAHA ok laugh it off.

















credits to wayniq. HAH.fulla shit.


yours truly

Friday, December 01, 2006

YOU'RE A MIRACLE THROUGH AND THROUGH.
ok , so guess what, HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX IS FUCKING OUT!!! ok not exactly, but the trailer is, and apparently, its only opening next year, JULY 13! WTF! thats so fucking long, thats like 7 months. i cant wait that long so someone spin the hands faster. cause i need to watch it badly!!!!!!!! please please please please please. o and if you go check out the pics, haha, there's this kissing scene, ok whatever, just go check it out cause im quite lazy to post it. Cho Chang(Katie Leung) pretty meh?excited oready? i am, im totally ablaze! ok scratch that, i have to wait 7 bitch face months just to catch it, what a drag. hopefully there'll be better movies showing till then, something unlike 9:56 or COLIC or BATTLE OF WITS or whatever the title is, or SAW 3 WHICH IS TOTALLY R21. IT SUCKS TO BE 17! we need better movies hollywood, o, wait. ok cant blame em, there're actually some pretty awesome shows up but LIDO AND EVERYWHERE ELSE AINT SHOWING EM! or showing em at some crappy timeslots, timeslots where the whole goddamn island can't adjust. WASSUP MANN?? ok anways, EPL update for you WWW, man utd beat everton 3-0! still 3 points clear baby! and muahahaha, arsenal lost fulham 2-1. WHOS YOUR DADDYY SHIMMY/KT/VIKNESH/SIURONG/ALOT OF OTHER ARSENAL FANS OUT THERE. MUAHAHAHA. ok, did you notice, having a blog is a trend! having a blog makes you cool all of a sudden! im so glad i have one, im so glad im cool, can you tell?.....blogging actually makes you look quite dumb dont you think? its like your pouring your heart out for all the whole wide world to read and judge, and somehow, feels like your talking to the wall, no feelings returned, no response, no warmth, no sympathy. makes you stupid, but cool, as i mentioned. hah.

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someone once told me, we can't help feeling annoyed when we hear something about ourselves being gossiped among some certain others, thats because we just can't accept that the fault lies in us, but if we swallow our pride, and accept the fact, we'd become better people, cause lets face it, the truth sucks, it fucking hurts. and we always choose not to accept it. we always choose not to change. but hell, saying it makes no shit difference if you dont portray it in your actions, and its stupid cause i always hear about people changing, but they always look the same, inside out. there are always two directions to choose from, the light and the dark, and well, being the smartasses we are, its only natural to chose the dark one, cause basically, who can live without a challenge? and ohh, yeah, the table always turns back, and slaps us in the face, cause sooner or later, we'll be back here, at square one, reliving the past, in the present, choosing the dark from light all over again.

i need you here like you've always been, like heaven needs more to come in, like the orphan needs home once again, like the dragonflys wings need the wind, cause i need you.


yours truly